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Sunday, May 29th, 2005
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7:52 pm
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Well. Last night was très intéressant. I was a bit, um, drunk, shall we say? Yes, drunk—that’s the word.
After dinner, we all went over to Ben's house for a while. That was alright—I mainly just talked to Lauren and Jennifer the whole time.
We headed over to Logan's at about 11, where a few of other people met us. There were about fifteen, maybe eighteen, of us in all. I never stopped to count. Anyway. I didn’t drink much to begin with. I had a diluted Sex on the Beach and then I had a small glass of Kahlúa and cream. I seriously wasn’t feeling anything—not even a buzz—so I tried a shot of Sake. Yeah, that was a mistake. It was so disgusting—tasted like warm vinegar. Then I made a margarita. I still wasn’t feeling anything, so I figured, oh well.
Sasha and I did some tequila body shots off each other. It was a lot of fun, however lesbian. But whatever—that’s Sasha and me for ya. Haha, not really, but we are pretty touchy with each other. It’s comforting, in a way, and kind of nice to have someone like that where we can cuddle and kiss each other’s cheeks affectionately and whatnot and not have to worry about, you know, whatever. I don’t know what I’m babbling about anymore. Nevermind. Haha.
I had two shots; Sasha had three. I was definitely feeling it at that point. In fact, I was quite drunk. My wits were still about me though—I just felt like some of my inhibitions had been stripped away. I had more control over my mind and speech than my body, so I probably looked completely trashed when really I was just plain drunk. I kept tripping down the stairs, then I'd just lay there with heavy limbs, shaking with laughter. (Oh, how I love drunken, heightened emotions. Psh.)
Brad was completely shitfaced. It was weird to see him drunk like that because he’s kind of a reserved kid when sober and, I don’t know, it was just strange, I guess. He was kind of adorable though. He kept playing with my hair and telling me how beautiful I looked and how glad he was that I was there and blah blah blah… Aw. Drunk Brad. Cute. Haha.
You know what's strange? Everyone says that being drunk takes away inhibitions (of course, I agree), but what's also strange is that it seems to have the same effect on sober people when they are only talking to someone who is drunk—they lose their inhibitions too and say things they more than likely (no, wait, definitely) would not say to the drunk person if they had been sober. Make sense?
I don’t know what Sahsa and I were doing in the bathroom or really how we got there, but I do remember crying into her arms about how much I was going to miss her. That wasn’t drunk Charli being overly emotional and crying for no reason—In fact, I think that was probably the clearest thinking I did all night. Sasha has quickly become one of my best friends and I can’t imagine what it’s going to be like when she leaves. She's transferring schools to be closer to her family--her mother is very ill.
Jones was feeling really ill at one point and I remember taking him in my arms and kissing him all over his face. Apparently if you mix Charli and alcohol, she'll start kissing gay boys. Aw.
Speaking of Jones… I was outside talking to him, looking at the stars around maybe two, three in the morning. He was smoking and I said, “Huh. I’ve never smoked before.” Which is weird, cause I'm 19 and you'd think I'd atleast have TRIED it by now, you know? I mean, I'm glad I hadn't, but you know. He just sort of turned it around and handed it to me. Before I knew what I was doing, I took a puff. FUCKING-A, MAN! It was so disgusting. I started hacking up a storm and Charles and Adam came over and started smacking me on the back. Jesus Christ. Ugh. Yeah, never again.
Around 5 a.m. I started to sober up. Most people were getting there by that point. Those that were awake all gathered in Brad's room and sat around, talking. Kathy fell asleep in my lap on the heated water bed. She’s such a sweetheart. Jennifer and I curled up and tried to go to sleep, but it didn’t really work. We ended up just staying awake all night. I watched the sunrise outside by myself.
P.S. Rumor has it that Sasha and I made out last night. Hahahaha. Good god, NO!! We may be touchy and cuddly with each other, but we’re not really lesbians! (JUSTIN, REMEMBER???)Oh me, oh my. I was actually quite amused by that. Rumor travels fast. Hahahaha. Oh man.
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| Thursday, May 26th, 2005
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4:12 pm
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Hey guys.
It's been a while.
:)
School is out!!
I can't believe how quickly freshman year flew by.
I'm going to Europe for a week this summer (still not sure when--augh!), but for the most part, I'll be back living with my parents for a few months. It'll probably be the last summer I come home and stay for a significant amount of time, so... That's a sad thought, but at the same time, very liberating. I think I'll take the boy back to meet them again. They met him a few times before, but he's never stayed and had dinner with us or anything. Justin's a lot like my dad, so I think it'll be a success.
Anyway.
My friend is on shutterstock and asked me to post this site if anyone is interested in joining. She says it doesn't get you a lot of money, but if you have some interesting pictures lying around (they don't even have to be THAT THAT great), submit them and you can make a few extra bucks. It's worth it if you're not going to use the pictures you submit for anything else, you know? Anyway. Here's the link. :)
-Charli
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| Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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12:16 am
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Hey guys, sorry I haven't written in so long. I just got out of the hospital for pneumonia. God, it was awful. The only things that made it bearable were the different flavored milkshakes and smoothies everyday and Justin by my side. Oh, and Foofoo, my old stuffed animal from grade school. :)
That's really all the strength and time I have right now. Good night, all. Sweet dreams.
current mood: blahhhh
current music: slayer (haha, what the hell?!)
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| Saturday, January 8th, 2005
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7:49 pm - Sigh.
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This past week has been a whirlwind dream, it seems. Justin and I are officially back together and it's just so... wonderful, I can't even say. So of course I've been busy hanging out with him and some other friends I hardly had time to breathe and update LJ, more or less read my friends page! (I feel guilty for that, I really do.)
...So. Anything interesting happen while I was gone? :D
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| Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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3:50 pm
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oh my goodness
where to begin, where to begin.
well I'll start by apologizing for this post because I am VERY hungover right now... But I don't really care because... LAST NIGHT WAS AMAZING!!! What an awesome way to end the year and begin the new one!! It all happened so fast, I'm not sure I can remember right... (I mean, I was drunk out of my mind, but whatever.)
I clearly remember the whole gang gathered around the TV nearing the stroke of midnight, couples scrambling into eachothers arms, yadda yadda. 10...9... I was looking around because, I mean, I wasn't expected a kiss, 8... 7... but I would have liked a HUG from someone, you know? 6... 5... That's understandable, of course. So I looked above the laughing heads and the din growing increasingly louder, 4... 3..., and I meet a pair of eyes doing the very same thing. And we connect. It was Justin. (!!) 2... 1... In the longest and shortest second of my life, all of a sudden I was in his arms and then the ball dropped and it was 2005 and we kissed. And yay, it was a good kiss. :) I remember him whispering into my hair (well, more like yelling--it was so fucking LOUD in there!), "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, GOD I'm so sorry." He said some other stuff, but I can't remember it now! (Damn shots!) But I do remember, God, it was so corny, but I couldn't help but love it!!! AND YOU WANNA KNOW THE BEST PART??? He wasn't even drunk. So that must mean he meant what he said and he said what he meant and I'm beginning to think I'm Dr. Seuss so I should probably go now... :P But I'm so happy Justin and I are on again. Oh man, oh man, oh man. What a great New Year's!!
...So how was yours? :D
current mood: hungover. hah
current music: simon and g.
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| Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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12:55 am
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Okay
The beach was SOO MUCH FUN!!
It was crowded like you've never seen, but fun nonetheless!! I don't usually tan much, so I was in for a surprise when I turned a little golden this time. :D
We flew back on Christmas, which kind of sucked, but whatever. My family plans didn't work out--the airlines are so fucked these days. But I managed. Ohh, how did I POSSIBLY manage?? Haha, nahh I actually missed the little dorks I call my family. They so seeeelly.
Time to crash.
And fill out my friend's Boyfriend Application.
hahahahah
Oh and JESS and MARIE: don't forget to tell John!! i love you guys!!
current mood: tie-errd
current music: abba
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| Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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11:59 am
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Four days at the beach! Kari and I are going to Florida after all! Jess, unfortunately, will not be joining us. We leave tomorrow at noon-- can't wait!! Kari's aunt has a summer house in Jacksonville, Florida, and she's letting us use it for four days.
I've gotta run-- haven't packed yet!
EEP :D
current mood:  excited
current music: Beach Boys
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| Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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2:35 pm - haha I'm a drumstick
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<td>You are a drumstick.
Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.
Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.
Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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| Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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3:55 pm
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Blehh
Finals are ALMOST OVER!
Praised be Jesus.
(Or... not.)
I fully intend on having the BEST break ever! Kari, Jess and I might go somewhere for a week--to the beach or something, but we're not sure yet. My parents want me to come home and get a job for the month-long break... Um, that doesn't exactly sound like a heep of fun. It's not like I need to be paying for college! I'm basically here on a full ride, so they can't claim that one. I think they just want me close to home. They could just ASK, you know. My parents are so uptight. So I'll probably go see them and little Danny for about a week and then I dunno, do something else. Anything to get my mind off things. Something relaxing. LIKE THE BEACH WITH KARI AND JESS. That'd be great. :D Oh yes, best break ever.
current mood: excited
current music: red hot chili peppers
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| Sunday, December 12th, 2004
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8:42 pm
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6:25 pm
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hi guys
my name is charli
so much for the sweet enigma.
oh well. fuck it. so
how are things
yeah yeah yeah
!!!
chk chk chk
adlkjakdsf
i had a great great GREAT day
because i saw justin!!!
with another girl!!
YESSSSS!
they were at the park
on OUR BENCH
and he was holding her hand
so i know it wasn't like
his sister
or anything.
he doesn't even have a sister
anyways
so yeah.
i came back to room and screamed and drank
and now i'm drunk and my housemates all think
i'm all crazzzzzzzzzy or something.
hahaha
isn't that funny?
yeah yeah yeah chk chk chk
I'll regret posting this later
but I'm not a big believer of
deleting what you say.
you can't take it back so whatever.
and for now i
dont even care.
current mood: drunkkkkk
current music: !!!
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| Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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1:13 am
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Not much has been happening lately.
Cramming for school and shit.
I think Kari, Jess and I are gonna go hit up a bar in Lexy sometime(s) this weekend. Again. Haha, we're not alcoholics, I swear! There's just seriously nothing else to do... Except study. Ugh. I'm a good student and all, but... I can only take so much, y'know? I'm totally letting loose this weekend!!
Oh yeah... I should've posted about this earlier...
Update on the whole Justin thing.
We broke up about three weeks ago and had been kind of avoiding each other for a while. Up until the other day! We actually went and got lunch together after class. God, it was so weird. It was nice though. I tried not to focus on the fact that I was sitting right across from this man that I'm so in love with and I couldn't just reach across the table and touch his face. I had to actually sit on my hands at one point, the urge was that strong! ALDIUKDFJAIEFUJK! I don't see how I'll EVER be able to see him as "just a friend". Ughhhhh. Who knows? He seems to have moved on so quickly, why can't I? That's right. I CAN TOO. So there. Pft.
current mood:  hyper
current music: guster
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| Monday, December 6th, 2004
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9:12 pm
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Hahahahaha, poor Rachel (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _r_).
Look at her most recent entry:
Sinusoidals
and
stoichiometry
have pushed me
to the brink of madness.
Detonate in five.
Poor chickadee.
Pre-Cal and Chemistry were two of my very hardest (and most definitely least favorite) classes in all four years of high school. Definitely don't pity her next year though--physics! *shudder*
current mood:  mischievous
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| Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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6:24 pm
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I bought a new pin that reads:
I'VE FOUND JESUS!!!
He was behind the sofa the whole time.
Hahahahahahahahaha...
Am I the only one that finds that simply hysterical?
current mood: amused
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4:43 am
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Wow. I'm so bored. I really can't sleep. Never can, to be honest. I'm quite the insomniac. I wasn't back in high school, but ever since I started college... Hoo boy!
I'm not the only one up though. My roommate and best friend Kari is typing away on her computer too. Hah. OH! And before I forget, ADD MY ROOMMATE ON LJ. (alas_sweet_lady) She rocks. :P
Anyway. So what with all this time on my hands, I might as well explain the whole situation with Justin. To begin with, we met in Classical Lit at the beginning of freshman year. We hung out a bit and kind of skipped the whole friend thing. We got lucky I guess, because we jumped into an amazing relationship. We dated from December of 2003 til about two weeks ago. See, the thing is, this summer... We both went back to our hometowns and I guess we were so busy with family and old friends and what not that we barely had time to call each other. And I suppose Justin feels that we grew apart over that tortuously long month and a half, even though I still can't see it. Maybe I just don't want to, or maybe he got scared and wanted to even if it wasn't there. I don't know. I don't even know if I'm making sense right now. All I know is that I loved him and a love like that can't die over a single summer. It lasts a lifetime. So yes, though it is hard to admit, I love him now. And I can't imagine myself loving again, after him.
I wish I'd gotten really smashed tonight. Then maybe I wouldn't be thinking about this. Or I'd be unconscious on the floor somewhere. But then I'd probably be dreaming about him. God, I hate him so much. I hate him so much, I love him.
current mood: delirious
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12:30 am
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I had a fabulous night! (Didn't think of Justin but maybe once, which definitely makes it a good night!) My friends Jessica, Kari, Mags, and I drove to a bar in downtown Lexington (McCarthy's maybe?), seeing as Danville is fucking DRY. Sucks to have to drive forty-five minutes for a damn Merlot. (I'm not big on beers, really.) We were sitting at a table when this group of about five or six guys came over and we started talking. Apparently, they were all juniors at UK. Two of them were REALLY CUTE. (Wine makes me shallow, get over it.) So we talked to them for probably two hours or maybe a little less, before saying our goodbyes, exchanging a few numbers, and taking off to walk around downtown in the cold. Jessica's hands started getting really numb after a while because she was the only one without gloves (even though we all tried to offer her ours), so we stopped in this little coffee shop a few streets up and over called Common Grounds. I liked the looks of the place; I used to hang out a place very similar to it back home. They had some good music playing towards the right of the door and everyone looked so damn friendly. Not to mention, their Mocha Jos are TO DIE FOR. Mags and I split a huge slice of carrot cake and sat in the back room, gorging our faces. Yeah, yeah, this is way unimportant details, but hey, I'm bored and still a little buzzed, so whatever. Fuck it.
So tell me, oh LJ friends. How was YOUR night? :)
current mood:  drunk
current music: lalalalalalalalalalaLALALA
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| Saturday, December 4th, 2004
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9:25 pm
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Hi, the name's... Actually, I'm not giving my name on here. I'm a "sweet enigma", you might say. I created this journal as an outlet to express my joy and frustrations, worries and accomplishments. I'm also fascinated by the concept of people all over the world having access to it. I think that's pretty neat. So, please, if you add me and read this, please comment. I love feed-back and people that can relate and sometimes give advice when needed.
Though I won't divulge my name, I will give you some other information to let you in on the mystery that is me. For starters, I'm a sophomore at Centre College, in Danville, KY. It's a really boring town, but I've got some great friends there, so we liven things up on the weekends. Relationship wise... Well, I was dating this awesome guy named Justin, but... Things didn't really work out. I hope we can get back together some day.
I enjoy all music, except country and heavy metal. My latest obsession is Guster. My older brother lent me his CD of 'em and it's been stuck in my head ever since. :-P
I'm going out with some friends tonight--probably gonna head over to a club or a bar of sorts. My friends have been really into partying lately, and they've been dragging me along, saying I'm still too depressed about the whole Justin fiasco. ADLIJFADKFJLAKJSDFKLAEJRI. Oh well, I'll try my best to have fun tonight. More about that later. ;)
current mood: amused
current music: guster
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